FEELIN FUNKY
Tiz the season....this is always a hard time for me because it is around the time of year that I lost my father, and it was his favorite Holiday! When I had family with me during the November "holiday" it was cool because that's my favorite season of the two...
Christmas Eve, I had a meltdown, I was feeling very heavy even though I busied my day with doing good deeds I couldn't shake the blues. I think it was combination of missing my father and my suns, I'm exhausted from reintegrating back from the Pandemic, overworked from the full accessibility that Zoom and Teams offers and the peopleing....I have worked my ass off inside of outside of and the whole panaceria pandemicly pronounced mess. I love my work and I'm quite good at it! it involves a lot of ftf which is my niche, its the politricks I mind! Well now that I have been going to therapy and learning to be kind to myself and not mistreat me, I am putting my foot down ...also known as creating boundaries for every and I do mean EVERY relationship I find myself in! As a philanthropist, daughter, mother, sister, friend, and colleagues!
The last 48 hours have certainly been spent being kind to myself...little to no peopling and entire days spent inside and alone reading writing or binge watching!
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